One thing I definitely do not want to do on this blog is constantly
complain about how I feel. Especially when there are so many men out
there who are much worse off than I am. But this page is about keeping
you all updated about what's going on, so here goes.
Lupron,
which is my main treatment now, is a hormone suppressant. It suppresses
testosterone, and by so doing, hopefully keeps the cancer from growing.
Funny, but I never thought of myself as a high testosterone guy. I
didn't exactly make it to the NFL. But there you have it. Lots of guys
have low T, I have high T. I won't go into the gory details about the
shot itself again, but one of the side effects of it is a sensation of
numbness, sometimes just in my fingertips, and sometimes all over. Today
is one of those "all over" days, even to the point where it feels like
my tongue is coated. It's not that bad, just kinda weird, especially
when I'm eating.
But the main side effect is the sensitivity to
cold. I had another uncontrollable shivering fit last night after
meeting my wife for dinner at one of our favorite places (Wahoos Fish
Taco on E Hampden in Denver) and since I came from home and she came
from work, we drove separately. It was maybe in the mid 40's when we
left, and I was wearing a jacket, but by the time I got to my car, I
couldn't stop shivering for about 5 minutes, which felt like 5 hours. I
don't know how I'm going to get through this winter when it starts to
get below freezing. I guess there will be days that I just can't go
outside at all, especially if I'm supposed to be somewhere long enough
for the car to cool down. Sitting in a cold car waiting for it to warm
up is not gonna work with this stuff coursing through my veins.
I
am sleeping more. I've been reminded that my body needs rest, so my new
policy is, if I feel tired, I just go to bed, no matter what time of
day it is. So since I didn't have a very good night's sleep last night,
(Lupron also sometimes keeps me awake), I'm going back to bed now.
Thanks again for checking in, and for all your support! God bless you!
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